Living with ME

Life is a paradox. Writing and illustrating about ME (MEcfs) is hampered by the physical and emotional stress of dealing with it. To really encapsulate what it is to live with ME requires thinking deep into the pain, where it spreads across the body, and deep into the grief, the loss of a previous active life for a forced-sedentary, recumbent one. Ironically, the very same pain and grief has helped Yvie to feel greater compassion and love, for herself and others. To feel peace of heart and mind. To be still more often. Life certainly is a paradox.

Illustrating ME

4th July 2018 was the day I lost my independence. Oh, the irony. Of course, independence is a fickle thing, it is as much a mind battle as it is a physical challenge.

As much as I’d be willing to fight to say that my independence was never lost or found, it is a central struggle of my new existence with a diagnosis of ME (My-al-gic–En-ceph-a-lo-my-e-li-tis). Also known as Myalgic Encephalopathy (I’ve never used this) and Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (least preferred).

You can join me on this journey towards greater/found/re-discovered independence with a chronic illness. Notice how I’m keeping this notion as a progressive stance, not looking, or perhaps falling, backwards. But we probably both know, there’s hope, faith, reality, and there’s being disillusioned. Whatever happens, you’ll have read about it here first.

  • Shine a light on

    Shine a light on

    Voilà, the third and final illustration I created for Anna Maria Joseph’s article for Women Enabled International and Revival Disability India, and this time I added a little animation (on my Instagram...

    Shine a light on

    Voilà, the third and final illustration I created for Anna Maria Joseph’s article for Women Enabled International and Revival Disability India, and this time I added a little animation (on my Instagram...

  • In the liminal

    In the liminal

    My second illustration created for the collaborative article “Cripping Climate Activism” between Women Enabled International and Revival Disability India by Anna Maria Joseph, with interviews by Àine, Lakshay and Tej.When Anna asked...

    In the liminal

    My second illustration created for the collaborative article “Cripping Climate Activism” between Women Enabled International and Revival Disability India by Anna Maria Joseph, with interviews by Àine, Lakshay and Tej.When Anna asked...

  • Access is just the start

    Access is just the start

    A recent commission for a collaboration between Women Enabled International and Revival Disability India discussing real climate justice from the lens of disabled activists, Àine, Lakshay and Tejaswi. Grateful to Anna Maria...

    Access is just the start

    A recent commission for a collaboration between Women Enabled International and Revival Disability India discussing real climate justice from the lens of disabled activists, Àine, Lakshay and Tejaswi. Grateful to Anna Maria...

  • Make Art with Heart

    Make Art with Heart

    Feeling the positive force of artists of all kinds at the moment.After a rough week I turned to glorious music, adventurous stories, incredible podcasts, soaking up images with beautiful lines...

    Make Art with Heart

    Feeling the positive force of artists of all kinds at the moment.After a rough week I turned to glorious music, adventurous stories, incredible podcasts, soaking up images with beautiful lines...

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External site resources

Discover more about ME

ME Action

Includes #MEActionUK & #MEActionScotland. Visit ME Action for more info

MEpedia

ME Action network encyclopedia. Visit MEpedia for more information.

ME Research UK

ME Research UK charity. Visit ME Research UK site for more information.

Decode ME

World’s largest research study into cause of ME. Visit the Decode ME website for more information.